February 11, 2012 (yesterday, I know) became PROGRESS PICTURE DAY!!!!!
This is how I feel about all this: (click here)
This is after 2 days of my 12 week boot camp (end of week 1)
I will post more in a month—March 11.
I have not done well with eating this weekend. There was some binging on Friday. Really need to get back in therapy for many many reasons. And just a lot of eating little mini doughnuts and more crap. And then looking at tiny me this summer:
(with my pretty friend GWYN!) and I felt mad/sad at myself because ALL SUMMER I felt huge and now I look at these pictures and I’m like woah. Liia. WTF. NOT FAT. In fact, you look pretty hot. I wish I could have a 6-month-in-the-future-picture-viewer ability so I could get rid of my distortion.
Also I wish I hadn’t stopped exercising and eating well ENTIRELY. Then I wouldn’t have such a distance to go AGAIN. BLEH.
BUT all in all, PROGRESS PICTURE DAY MAKES ME FEEL MOTIVATED! As do MONDAYS! so HERE IT GOES AGAIN, Tumblr friends :) Here it goes again. Look forward to 4 weeks from now because I’ll be damned if there won’t be some m-f-ing progress.
